i don't want to wake up every morning,doing the same things over and over again,like a habit.a routine.
life has got to change,and if it's not now,it can never be.
i've never wasted my youth.
to think back,i had a good time,either with myself,or people i adore all these while.
i've never been too conservative,not anymore eversince eons ago.
experiences made me learnt,but at times,you tend to make the same mistakes over and over again.
I've to admit,i've sinned myself in the process of growing up and learning.
but humans,they've sinned,and they'll repent somehow.
i wish i could do the same sooner,not that i have not been doing it.
maybe,to err is just humans.
we can't be perfect,and maybe,it'll takes some time.
I'll take my time,but not until it's too late though.
gawd.too many things in mind.
i wish i could spill all the guts out into one book,and burn that book at the end of everything.
here comes December before we know it.
and no,no more hoping.
i can't just die twice,not anymore.
the best companions a girl can ever have.