i miss curls.
i miss having wavy hair.
and i think i'm gonna get this hairstyle soonest.the colour,the cutting and all.HAHS!



and i just think,this song's awesome.






i miss you.

♥ 5:50 PM

has been a wet day since morning,and it feels good to just bummed around in bed,enjoying the cold breeze with light drizzles coming thru the window.
ah,i love this kind of weather,the gloomy sky.
and no,gloomy sky doesn't dampens my mood,cos i find solace in them.
very peaceful weather.

and something's got me laughing my tummy out yesternight when the cousin approached me online,with this:"yohaa jobless cousin!!"
well yes cousin,i should be glad.but jobless doesn't sound pleasant,does it?i'm bumming around without earning!hahaha.
and you cousin,should tone down lest the 2 jobs you're holding on to.power lah you((:

i might just have those sufficient rest i need before getting myself a proper job this time.
must remind myself.no job,no vacation with b.
and i want a vacation!

and shopping! =D

♥ 4:14 PM

yet another experience after the 4 months working as a 'gardener' during my internship.
at least a month as a service advisor at the workshop was rather fruitful despite the fact that everyday was pressurizing,but i had fun.
with the colleagues who made my days at work,awesome.
but when you've got to go,you've got to go.
no doubt,i'll miss crapping with kak nora,elaine,meiling,abg irwan,and bullying the mechanics.i'll miss the environment,i miss being the youngest,the troublemaker who often locked the doors to the vehicles with the keys inside,the one who often make the jobcards go missing.the everyday busyness taking care of ad-hoc duties,customer service,running around the workshop and yelling Mikey's name and tolerating the hirer's attitudes.
looking on the bright side,at least i know how working in the customers' service line is like.(:

today marks the first day of ramadhan.
and i can't shake the fact that it's gonna be syawal in a month's time.
the first syawal without grandad.

awaiting for buka time in like,2 more hours?
gah.
tahan cha,tahan.(:
selamat berpuase everyone!

♥ 4:39 PM

i used to remember singing to the tunes like this from spice girls back in those primary school days.

gosh,90s music,is still addictive till now.

ps/i miss being that little girl i once was.

now then i realised,turning 21 in a matter of days.*alarmed*

♥ 11:45 PM

"A man is too apt to forget that in this world he cannot have everything. A choice is all that is left for him."

breaking down is the only thing to do when you were caught up with too much stuffs to think about.
okie,maybe i always had a wrong choice of job,in the first place.
time for a change,again.
trying to adapt,is never easy.
i am still trying to fit myself into the working world,where my classroom is the real world,and the teacher is,myself.
no doubt,i miss school.
le sigh.

decision is made,and am trying to hold on for a few more days.

this year hasn't been a good one.
losing family members one at a time.
first was grandpa at least a month ago(god,i miss him so much),and then was an aunt a few days ago.and just in the afternoon,was late grandpa's big bro.
life,is unpredictable.
you can be here today,but gone tomorrow.
that's life.and i should bear in mind that life,is too fragile to be taken for granted.

but little did i realised,of course,things happened for a reason.
everything,has made the family bond stronger,and brings us closer than before.
i love my family,the big one.
each and everyone of them is important and holds a special place in my heart.

on a lighter note,seeing love always brings my mind at ease.
especially when your day wasn't right throughout.
and the best part of it,was the random moments where you won't even expect yourself to be seeing him on that day,but you did.
thank you for making me feel so complete.
to you:i love you,you know.
(:

and to BEBE,happy belated 20th,bestfriend.
ingat eh,kau dah tua.
but aku tetap sayang kau just the same.
take care bestie,and we girls will meet again soonest.
=D

at least 10 more days to puasa.
oh wow.time flies.

♥ 1:22 AM

at least a month of not updating,too many things to say,but so little time.

♥ 9:10 AM