"A man is too apt to forget that in this world he cannot have everything. A choice is all that is left for him."

breaking down is the only thing to do when you were caught up with too much stuffs to think about.
okie,maybe i always had a wrong choice of job,in the first place.
time for a change,again.
trying to adapt,is never easy.
i am still trying to fit myself into the working world,where my classroom is the real world,and the teacher is,myself.
no doubt,i miss school.
le sigh.

decision is made,and am trying to hold on for a few more days.

this year hasn't been a good one.
losing family members one at a time.
first was grandpa at least a month ago(god,i miss him so much),and then was an aunt a few days ago.and just in the afternoon,was late grandpa's big bro.
life,is unpredictable.
you can be here today,but gone tomorrow.
that's life.and i should bear in mind that life,is too fragile to be taken for granted.

but little did i realised,of course,things happened for a reason.
everything,has made the family bond stronger,and brings us closer than before.
i love my family,the big one.
each and everyone of them is important and holds a special place in my heart.

on a lighter note,seeing love always brings my mind at ease.
especially when your day wasn't right throughout.
and the best part of it,was the random moments where you won't even expect yourself to be seeing him on that day,but you did.
thank you for making me feel so complete.
to you:i love you,you know.
(:

and to BEBE,happy belated 20th,bestfriend.
ingat eh,kau dah tua.
but aku tetap sayang kau just the same.
take care bestie,and we girls will meet again soonest.
=D

at least 10 more days to puasa.
oh wow.time flies.

♥ 1:22 AM