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Monday, April 27, 2009

monday is always the slowest day of all.
after having a good weekend,getting up to work is a dread,agreed?
but we can never ever complain enough.

i was stoning at work,doing the things with my eyes half shut,shutting down my brain by the minutes,walking around just to make myself looked fresh and wide awake;but you'll know it will not even work on you.
and to receive a random text message early in the morning while working:
"....I can't handle it alone :( kau tc okie?Sayang kau(:"
-babysister
i smiled like a happy kid while reading this.
nothing beats a sister's love eventhough we often quarrel over the littlest and silliest things.
but she'll always be the sweetest one,lending me her ears to ramble to almost every night before tucking in to sleep,reading each other's minds like how twins do though we're not twins,always been covering my ass everytime i had to go home later than late.
i love her more than anything else in this world.i do.(:
study hard okie sayang.i know you can do it.

and little did i realised,at least 7 more weeks(equivalent to less than 35 more days) till i'm done with attachment;the 2nd interim report were completed and handed up yesterday before going to work.

when i thought that finding a job is as easy as peas,i am so wrong.
i've tried applying for various positions;admin,healthcare industries,sales,FnB.now,i would just have to sit back and wait,wait wait.

and one huge problem in my head:money matters.
god,if only all the good things in the world are free.

wouldn't it be nice?


♥ 9:09 PM


Thursday, April 16, 2009

my self indulgence has made me feeling guilty all over.
keep on doing that,minus minus minus,and i'll be left with nothing at the end of the month.
money come,money go.
just like how the river flows.

at least 45 more days.
i need another job.


♥ 8:05 PM


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

"Maybe you don't like your job, maybe you didn't get enough sleep, well nobody likes their job, nobody got enough sleep. Maybe you just had the worst day of your life, but you know, there's no escape, there's no excuse, so just suck up and be nice."

i couldn't agree more.


♥ 9:48 PM


Sunday, April 12, 2009

stop pondering and start making things good.

i shall be one of those who makes things beautiful.
(:


♥ 2:13 AM


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

for the umpteenth time,i changed the colour of my hair yet again.
black was too dull,right on.
and it's supposed to be light brown shades on my hair now,but no,it looks more auburn.
hair colour gone wrong,but that's okie.
i'm still glad i have hair anyway,no matter what colour it is.hahs.

i met them girls on monday,and they truly made my monday special,since the last time i saw them and spent time with them.
laughing,is always the best therapy needed when i'm with them.it'll drown all your sorrows away.
so from causeway point,to lot one,to choa chu kang park,i was overwhelmed with how much things we updated each other on.
and when i got home,i felt so good i slept soundly until it was tuesday morning.

and this week,is not really a good week.
busy at work,since the partner's off pretty soon,i'm beginning to be independent and i'm learning to work alone. allowance,is not in yet,and yes,still very much broke i don't even know where to dig for more money.i need them since transportation fares has never given justice to me.
can i not be bothered about all these things?yeah,dream on.

my eyes are frigging tired and i'm straining them.i guess i might just go blind pretty soon.


♥ 7:04 PM


Saturday, April 4, 2009

these days,my ego always bring me into deep shit.
i am seriously trying very hard to kick them away.
cause at times,i doesn't do me any good at all.

i'm looking foward to the months ahead.
possible plans were made,and i just hope everything will turn out smoothly.
a planned party at a hotel suite for a night with the OLDEST and favouritest mates(which,i'm still trying to find a good deal.probably at siloso beach resort.okie,this i can't wait cos i heard lots of plans made), possible KL trip in June with Senoritaz.
i need those getaways,not forgetting,i have to start saving up for those getaways pretty soon. (:

and i dig Anggun and her voice.
Melodiously beautiful.





♥ 11:44 AM