little did i know,it's already monday.
and i almost forgot about the two remaining assignments to be submitted on friday.
2 submissions in one freaking day,mind you.
and they're at least a report of 4-5 pages each.
man,i hate reports like hell.
currently,i'm still searching for the right definition of cGMP.
i'm trying to rake my brain forming simple sentences.
gawd,English language was almost over with since 4 years ago,and now i still need to do reports using nicely structured sentences in proper english.
i'm whining,i know.
yesterday's dinner with the family was superb.
we tried Pastamania over at Downtown east,and i'm in love with their Alfredo.
mama knows me best,''kakak maner-maner makan mesti ader cheese or cream eh''.
haha.yes mama.tengoklah pipi anakmu ini yang sebakul tak akan turun-turun.
papa and danny had 12-inch pizza,adli with his bolognaise,and ayin with her spicy chicken.
in addition,there were 16 pieces of chicken,and we really feasted on them.
to top it all,we didn't really splurge,cause we realised that the bill costs much lesser that the usual Swensens',Breeks or Pizza hut dining we had.
i'll treat the whole family the next time when i've got my pay,okie okie?(:
anyway,there's 2 things i need to do:
1)say goodbye to my almost dead Motorazr,and i need a new phone,fast!
the phone has always been dying on me,till it makes me frustrated at times.
2)get new clothings for the wardrobe(okie,eventhough we just went shopping 2 months ago).it's hard being girls,when people will always notice the same clothes you'll tend to wear over and over again.
so there,my wish lists before march comes peeping in,hopefully(:
oh oh oh,first paper in another 1 week's time.
i think i'll screw DDD damn badly.
i hate hate hate CHEMISTRY.
dear god,just let me scrape thru it,and i'll be done.
AMIN.
it hurts to see both atuk and nenek in these state.
though we do know the reality,their conditions,the whole family's praying for both of your well being.
hearing atuk reminisced his past,smiles,making jokes and doing his cute antics while visiting and talking to him at the hospital,and seeing nenek so calm and composed eventhough she knows the real situation she's facing which may 'eat-up-her-days-slowly',made the tears fall from my eyes.
it was a double blow to the family,still are,but you can't deny the fate god brings to us as a family.
i still believe everything happens for a reason,and whatever it is,we do have to accept them.
still.get well soon,grandparents.we love both of you,very much.i need to meet my girls.
my 'i-need-to-be-alone' moments are over,and i still think i can't live without them.
they'd been the drugs since forever.
i'm really into those sappy old love songs these few days.
never fails to lullaby me to sleep.
i need sleep.sleep.sleep.
