being in 2009(eventhough its still early) has got me realising certain things.
1)do not be very complacent in life.
2)a 'double blow' news didn't move me that much,not until i am all alone,doing some self reflections and
wham!i know life's short and i must not take the time that i have for granted.
3)but after some time,i'll be back to square one,living like there's still tomorrow,still thinking of having the time of your life and what-nots.
4)maybe i'm still very curious at this age,hence the views in life at this point of time.
5)i'm becoming more of an ignorant and independent girl/woman/pompan(whichever way you may view me,i don't care),not clingy to others,but with my ownself.
6)but at the same time,i still need my daily dose of laughters and tears and the friendships forged since years ago.i can't live without these for a single day.
7)the bonds made with the family has never been better,though sometimes,i won't get to meet the sister for the entire day(when i wake up,she's not there,and when i fell asleep at night,she's not at home yet or vice versa kinda thing)but we'll always never fail to make up for everything on the days when everyone of us are free.
8)i must start thinking of what i'm gonna do with life,fast!as i'm almost done with school.
9)too much freedom equals to too little time spent sleeping at home on the days i have no school,hence,no more late night msn-ing and the usual things i did when i tried to stay up late till the wee hours of the morning as i'm already too tired when i get home.
10)my love for books are back!and i can't live without it anywhere i go now.haha.
life has been good to me,no doubt.
but i've still yet to explore more.
not being in my own enclosure any longer always makes me wiser and mature in some ways or the other.
and one learning point which makes me stronger in facing more challenges to come if there's any(i know there will be,though):
i've learnt to accept changes at any point in my life.
that,i'm very certain of.
Sweep me off of my feet
Take me back to the beginning
The night when we first met
Don't fake in here; keep a secret
You're not close enough to hear it
The night when we first met..
i'm totally hooked to this song.nice stuff.
and i'm in love.