i've been gorging myself with pieces of toasted bread spread with butter since morning. home alone,with nothing to do. nobody to accompany. and its a wonder i'm still surviving. hahs.
i have a gut feeling that my lappy's dying. it lags like hell,and makes me frustrated at times. my hp's dying. it kept switching on and off by itself. it's time i should get new gadgets,but i'm freaking broke! i wish i could just end school fast,search for a high flying job,get paid a few thousands a month,worrying less about my freaking expenses,and indulge in good things.*dreams,dreams*
i still am not so sure what i want to do after graduation. i badly want to be in the teaching career eversince forever. but when i went to many university websites,listing the courses and the degree programmes they offered,i just have the urge to continue studying. i really want to have at least a degree in hand,and looking at all my peers who's trying their best to get into these bachelor programmes after graduation,i am somehow,envious. but it'll cost a bomb,surely. maybe i will just stick to the teaching career pathway(i hope i can get into it though,insyallah),and at the same time,try to apply for a degree programme. i better start planning now,cause i wouldn't want to have any regrets later.
oh,and i found this pretty funny,though there's a slight racist remark. watch it,it'll crack you up.
"shut up!i kill you!"hahaha.
now,i'm feeling all shitty and restless and agitated. probably because of the lack of glucose level inside my body today. i need food.real food. and i have a bad craving for chicken chop again. ohmygod what's happening to me. im eating like a wild beast,lately.pfft.
okie,i cannot tahan already. can someone please,get home very soon and bring home something for me to feast on?? anything!!