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Saturday, January 31, 2009

i miss being thirteen.
i miss being fourteen.
i miss being fifteen.
i miss being sixteen.
i miss being seventeen.

if i could just have one wish,i would love to go back to those days.
rewind back to the good old days where i had fun all day,worrying about nothing.but still in those times,no matter how hard i played and had fun,i'd always managed to scrape thru everything.EVERYTHING.

god,i miss those days.
can i not grow up?


12:44 AM


Thursday, January 29, 2009

i'm really not looking forward to the days ahead.
busy busy,fyp.
internal and external presentations.
overdue workloads.
it's a dread,and i'm trying to hold on,there.
must work hard,a few more weeks to go.

i'm seriously in deep thought over my future.
there's times when i just don't know what's best for me.
there's times when i know what my passion is and to go for it.
and there's times when i think,i'm not even ready to face the future.
i scare the shit out of myself seriously sometimes.

i just need a day for myself,to sit and think everything through.
to self reflect(i don't even know when's the last time i did this).
and just scribble everything and find some comfort in my little personal diary.


now,i seriously need a good time management.


3:02 PM


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

kids grow up fast,don't they?
meet aley,my littlest baby cousin who's not so baby now.=p :


when she was just days old(pardon my minah face dulu-dulu.haha)



i was browing thru cuzzie's webpage,and i was so fond of aley's pictures!

and meet aley now,just turned two years old and oh-shoooo-cute!

now i wish i could have a lil baby sister too.but oh noo.no more baby troubles.haha.

just wait until i get married so i can have my own child.but wait long long lah ehhh..=p


ps/thank you syaza for your eclairs!toes licking good seh!((:



10:21 AM


Monday, January 26, 2009

no usual morning/afternoon/evening messages.
i'm going crazy!

so anyway,happy new year,everyone.

went kitchen shopping at cold storage with daddy and the kids in the morning.
when it comes to the new year,it's a ghost town everywhere in singapore.
i was a bit disappointed because when i finally have the craving for amos cookies,the store has to close and it'll only be open on the 28th.damn.

the past weekend,was very lovely.
saturday's bbq was good,except for the fact that ash and su didn't join us for the bbq part.
went cycling,and i was panting like a mad dog.
Hafiz came by pretty early,and i was so happy to see him,like finally.

yesterday,had a stay-in date with Hafiz.
reached very early in the morning,he brought me around his area,to the squash and tennis court,the swimming pools,to the spot he always stargazed or to read,and the weather was perfect for a whole day of staying in and doing nothing.
i love his apartment,facing the resort-like swimming pool of the condo,it was wonderful.
watched dvd,and when we were searching for things to cook for lunch in the kitchen,there was a lack of supply,and so,fried omellete,had rice,cincalok(shrimp paste) and kicap.lapar,sumer bedal je.haha.
and we had an issue with his fridge while trying to plug on the rice cooker,it was funny.
it was raining when we fell asleep in the early evening while watching tv and lazying on the sofa.
but i enjoyed his company for the day,away from everything.
night fell,sent him off at rochor to board a taxi to jb since he's spending his cny holiday there.
now now,faster come back hafiz.
i miss you like a mad dog already.
:(

currently waiting for nenek and the cousins to arrive as they are staying over today.
planned to have dinner over at changi village in the evening.
and i'm so tempted to stuff myself with junks today since the fridge has just been restocked with what-nots.

i seriously feel like a lazy,fat kitty!



3:37 PM


Friday, January 23, 2009

i remembered lip synching to this when i was just 11.
we were still in primary 6,and i remembered having this one clique of 5,including me.
Izziana,Lenny,Nora,Silah and me besides the outnumbered malay boys in our class.
and us 5 would pretend that we're Bardot,singing to their songs,our macam paham attitude.
and we were just in our tweens,mind you!
haha.
i miss those girls,though i know everyone of us are leading our own life now.

and i wonder what happened to Bardot?
i am still very much in love with their songs,even today.
(:

full weekends ahead!

gotta get some sleep now.(:



11:25 PM


Thursday, January 22, 2009

school's coming to an end pretty soon.
busy period ahead.
FYP external presentation in 2 weeks time.
Assignments meeting their deadlines.
my very last exams in 4 weeks time.
everything,is starting to stream in.
and in times like this,the daily planner comes in handy.
and even then,its filled up right to its brim.
oh my,i'm getting pretty paranoid.

but so anyway,days have been good.
i've been getting myself familiarised around the east side.
often been in tampines or pasir ris and town-ing with my favourite people.
i think i'm too preoccupied with my life,and i'm loving it.
like they said,being with the people you love,makes you contented in every way,every day(:
you know who you girls/guys are.thank you for being a part of my life.(:

i've been turning myself in early lately after the never fail daily night calls from Hafiz.
and i feel so good,to wake up not feeling tired or sleepy,and i've been starting my days right.
i wish this will never end.

my hands are itching to get a few good books from the library.
i still want to get my hands on New Moon,Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.
I want Jodi Picoult's Nineteen Minutes and The Tenth Circle.
i know i couldn't get them anywhere at the library,so there's no other choice but to hit Borders.
i wish i have all the money in the world.
gah!

I guess my CNY's holidays are gonna be packed.
Saturday's East Coast,pit and chalet with love.
Sunday with the family.
Monday too.
and Tuesday will be with the favourite people.
i can't wait.

and i miss the boyfriend.like seriously. =(




8:51 AM


Tuesday, January 20, 2009


1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)

theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)

theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)

you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
i love you

I adore this song!
(:


10:26 PM


Sunday, January 18, 2009

i kinda love my picture(my hair's grown!) which Hafiz randomly took.like they said,random shots could prolly turn out awesome!((:

so,good sunday evening,people!

i've been hibernating at home today.
walking up and down the house,trying to find something to do around the house.
helped mama with the cooking today.
did early morning laundry.
sneezing while the house got cleaned.
and i just realised,i have a very comfy house to live in.
small living room,small dining area.small kitchen.
but still,fit for six!

i love my house.


i love my house.period.

come to think of it,sunday is usually the only day that i can have my whole butt in the house.
just lazying around,helped out,gorged like there's no tomorrow and then sleep all you can.
and i enjoyed lying down on the bed,watching the night sky.
the stars.
like how i'm doing right now.
oh,i love the night.
i can't wait for the weekends,yet again.
and the next weekend will be a looong one.
very nice.

been browsing thru victoria's secret catalogue.
and i'm in love with the camisoles they had.

i want this!urgh!

and everything is on sale!
temptations temptations.
told mama i want that,but again,i have to wait till i earn my own income.
wait wait wait.
i'm patient.

off for dinner now!
(:



7:56 PM


Saturday, January 17, 2009

friday night in town.chilling while just enjoying the companies.saturday at east coast,strolling from one end to the other,ice cream,marshmellow fondues,breakwater chatting,and back from one end to the other and dinner.

the usual warm hugs and random sweet kisses.
love,you never fail to make me smile.



11:02 PM


Thursday, January 15, 2009

the bestfriends came over.
dyla did my hair,cuddled up and watched videos in bed,watched vcd,sang songs,just slacked while enjoying each other's company since the last we had.
yes,i love them,more than i love chocolates,and stargazings and red roses put into one.
(:

while watching Susuk with them,i receive 2 anonymous calls.
thinking it was nothing important and i hate picking up anonymous calls,i ignored the first.but when the person called twice within a few seconds,i just felt i had to pick it up.
so,Dr Tan called.
i cringed because i'm a bit scared when it comes to school matters.
i thought i was gonna be reprimanded for skipping some DDD lectures.haha.
but no.it was about my attachment programme and he told me they wanted to post me to this one plant and tissue culture lab somewhere i forgot to ask.
he told me,the lab only need one student for the attachment and looking at the modules i took(i took plant and tissue culture last sem,by the way)and i scored for it(haha.okie takyah nak action because that was the only module i can score last semester.),he told me to consider letting them put my name and accept the offer.
so,as i didn't want to miss this opportunity having to try working in those labs eventhough i'll be all alone,i accepted it.
alhamdulilah.at least i know i'll get attached to somewhere.*phew*.

my body muscles are giving me problems.
i keep having stitches everywhere.
my arms,shoulders,joints.
and my hands and legs always feels cold eventhough its sunny.
and i keep on sneezing one whole day today.
oh whyeee.don't let me be sick,please.

and i'm in love with edward cullen in Twilight.
i'm almost done with Twilight,and i'd finally get to watch the movie on the internet in the afternoon.
i love his eyes,his mean gaze,his smile.
i drooled over him.
and gah.i still think vampires are sexy.very sexy creatures till i don't mind to meet a real one and offer them my jugular veins.
haha.crap.
but okie final,i still think robert pattinson aka edward cullen aka vampire is sexy,as sexy as the red lingerie night dress i am eyeing on.
*faints*


wait,i still can't deny the fact that the boyfriend's sexier.
period.
(that way,i won't get myself wasted swooning over non-existing creatures all night.hahs.)


TGIF tomorrow!
yipee ya yo~


10:06 PM


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

i've been gorging myself with pieces of toasted bread spread with butter since morning.
home alone,with nothing to do.
nobody to accompany.
and its a wonder i'm still surviving.
hahs.

i have a gut feeling that my lappy's dying.
it lags like hell,and makes me frustrated at times.
my hp's dying.
it kept switching on and off by itself.
it's time i should get new gadgets,but i'm freaking broke!
i wish i could just end school fast,search for a high flying job,get paid a few thousands a month,worrying less about my freaking expenses,and indulge in good things.*dreams,dreams*

i still am not so sure what i want to do after graduation.
i badly want to be in the teaching career eversince forever.
but when i went to many university websites,listing the courses and the degree programmes they offered,i just have the urge to continue studying.
i really want to have at least a degree in hand,and looking at all my peers who's trying their best to get into these bachelor programmes after graduation,i am somehow,envious.
but it'll cost a bomb,surely.
maybe i will just stick to the teaching career pathway(i hope i can get into it though,insyallah),and at the same time,try to apply for a degree programme.
i better start planning now,cause i wouldn't want to have any regrets later.

oh,and i found this pretty funny,though there's a slight racist remark.
watch it,it'll crack you up.


"shut up!i kill you!"hahaha.

now,i'm feeling all shitty and restless and agitated.
probably because of the lack of glucose level inside my body today.
i need food.real food.
and i have a bad craving for chicken chop again.
ohmygod what's happening to me.
im eating like a wild beast,lately.pfft.

okie,i cannot tahan already.
can someone please,get home very soon and bring home something for me to feast on??
anything!!


2:07 PM


Monday, January 12, 2009

and so,i skipped the morning lecture again,because i overslept!
only waking up at 9 plus to dhuhaa's incoming text on my phone asking if i am going to the lecture or not.
and again,i panicked,but decided to calm myself down by replying to his message and telling him that i just woke up and i won't be coming.
and dhuha,being the nice little boy that he is,(ehem.dengar tu syaza,NICE boy.haha)helped me with the attendance.phew!thank you adeek dhuha.again,i owe you lah okie!
(:

and since i'd promised my dear girlfriend to meet her supposedly at 1pm yesterday,i had my shower,got dressed because she told me to meet her at 11am instead,but i insisted at 12pm as i couldn't make it.
reached school,had lunch with her and daddy at SIM,and i had chicken chop,two days in a row.
(see boyfriend,now i'm really boncit already.pfft!)

daddy had to go off to class after that,while we found a spot to seat and just mind our own stuffs before i had to leave to the next tutorial for the day for my presentation.

ended,met Carrie,and off to Jurong Point since i've been dying to see the new extended building.
and damn,it was huuuggeeee and i was going 'oohhhs' and 'ahhhss' until i irritated the sister and i know if she could,she would just love to slap me upside down to shut me up.
and since boyfriend 'sold off' his gym duty when he supposedly ended his day at 7.30pm,we met him there after he left camp.
and poor bf didn't look at all better since yesterday.(but he still looks adorable,with his rudolph nose which i just felt like kissing and pinching it but it'll make him go worse.=D )
accompanied Carrie with her dinner,and we decided to take 187 to woodlands home,while bf dropped at lakeside.
and i tell you,i was almost dying in that bus.
i swear the past few days,the busrides have never been good,i don't know why.
grrr.

since one presentation's down,i could at least have a breather until the next one in two weeks time.

and i'm still wondering what i'm gonna do for chinese new year's looong holiday.
since bf's off to malaysia with his family and obviously i can't tag along because i just knew dad wouldn't let me,i'll make plans with the sister.
finally,some good quality time with that lovely sister of mine.
hahs.

and i've got my hands on twilight book!
though it's not mine.haha.(and aku taulah aku slow cause many would have just finished reading the whole series)
i bet i'm just gonna get myself hook on that hotstuff this few days.
oh goody.


and no school for me tomorrow!
(:


10:47 PM


Sunday, January 11, 2009

The 1st tattoo show was nice.
i couldn't say more cause i was,yes,speechless.
from a few hundreds of tattoo artistes at work,to the overcrowding enthusiasts,the models with their artistes' masterpieces on their skins and many different kinds of machines used,i was impressed.
it was my first time ever watching these renown artistes creating their own masterpieces using human body as their canvases.
it was a new experience for me,seeing those needles being ticked onto the skins,the designs made on the skin,some adding colours to it.
although i find that paying $18 for about an hour there was not a good idea(actually $18 is for a day whole day pass),it was worthwhile.
boyfriend and i had to squeeze among the crowds to get from one booth to another.
flipping through the tattoo designs which left me in awe at every booth.
if you ask me,if i could,i would love to have one on myself.
but NO,i'll never have it.it's not just because of my religion forbidding it,but also because you have to live with it for the rest of your life,unless if you remove it,which in any case,will leave a permanent scar for the rest of your life too.

this is very sexy.orgasmic!haha.

but still,i guess i'm in love with tattoos and the different designs they have,especially of red roses,stars(ooh,terlalu sexy!) and butterflies.

and guess what?
we managed to brush shoulders with CHRIS GARVER of Miami Ink,unintentionally!
haha.
don't ask me how we did it,because it just happened.
when there were long queues snaking,we managed to shake his hand,talked to him,took a picture with him and got his autograph without really queueing.
how lucky!and boyfriend and i were laughing all the way after that;probably because we didn't even know how we got into the very front of the queue when we were just curious about what the people were queueing for and went right up to the front.(sorry to those people who queued and had to wait hours for their turn.=p )

right after,we went to the John Little sales next door,but it was very disappointing.
we left Expo,empty handed.
but boyfriend managed to shopped for a pants at tampines mall after that.
i guess we spent some time there while waiting before going off to pasir ris to send his friend off.
finally,had our dinner at downtown east,but we waited forever for our chicken chop and lamb chop and by then,he was already looking very sick since his non-stop sneezing.
kesian baby aku tu,asal jumpe aku je sakit,asal sakit je jumpe aku.
haha.okie kidding.but i do hope you'll get better soon,sweetheart.(:


oh,it's monday tomorrow.
i just wish the weekend's longer.
i've never had enough of it.gah.


9:54 PM


Saturday, January 10, 2009


This song never fails to lullaby me to sleep.(haha.okie.very jiwang,i know)

i just don't get it at times.people and their own 'making-up stories sessions'.sharing it with others,words travel too soon and little did you know,it comes bouncing to you,the 'object of the show'.come on people,be nice please.you'll never get anything nice in return for making up those stories and hurting the innocents,right?what if it happens to you?how would you feel?

i just won't have anymore say though.now sweethearts,keep doing that,and i believe you'll have a price to pay at the end of the day.(: ps/stay strong.beautiful.you're at your most vulnerable state but you know we're always there,okie?i love you,gf.

it's been a while since i've been at home on a saturday;and yes,i'm home the whole day today.right now,bf's out,late night towning with his besties.i miss the every saturday date sessions with him though.but it's okie cause i'll still be out with him to the exhibitions at Expo tomorrow.John Little sales,baby!(but i wish i have all the money in the world.pfft.)

and i've always loved his random messages;wherever he is.(:

i think i have to start getting myself to be more disciplined.

just 5 more weeks in NP,and i'm out!

i'm such a happy girl(:



3:42 PM


Friday, January 9, 2009

an evening with love at Borders Wheelocks.
i've always love that place.
especially when there's love's companion.
i love books,and i love that boy,very much;especially the stroll we'll always have from orchard to dhoby ghaut after the nights at town.(:

and someone please get me Jodi Picoult's masterpieces,please?
i promise i'll remember you for that.
thank you.
(:


11:46 PM


Thursday, January 8, 2009

i've grown too attached to my bed today.i've got no school for the whole day,so,what a better way to spend your day at home while having the time of my life catching up on my beauty sleep.

right now,i'm having an instantenous craving for ice cream.whine to bf about it,and we're gonna get some on sunday.*double grin*

gawd,i miss that boy already.
faster faster sunday come come.

and gah!mama got a new 26" lcd widescreen teevee in her room from papa!tidak adil!okie nevermind i'll still conquer the whole teevee when they're not at home.*muahaha*

hmm.i still want my ice cream now.

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7:53 PM



To my precious baby sister,

there's these three words could mean the world to somebody.
and these three words could also bring them down,shatter their hopes.
it's heartbreaking to see you like this.
but come on baby girl,it's just a phase in life.
you'll never know,something wonderful is in store for you right at a hidden corner;waiting for you to pass by,to find.
don't numb your feelings,never be afraid to fall in love again.
because by loving,you learn.
by loving,you get to experience those good things in life.
it's okie to fall and fall again,but learn to pick yourself back up.
every minute things happening in life somehow makes you,you.

always remember,'what doesn't kill you,makes you stronger'.
and by never failing to love,makes you beautiful.

you're beautiful baby sister,and i love you.

oh,and sister:
To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world.

"Kau Auraku",remember that!(:

Love,
your sister,who loves you,no matter what.
(:


3:14 PM


Wednesday, January 7, 2009

there are just words i'll never say,
things i'll never do.

but urgh,this days,i have too much temptations.
too much.

and i just hate things which will leave me wondering for days.
come on,end of the week.
i need you to ease my mind.

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10:34 PM


Tuesday, January 6, 2009

i hate jerky bus rides.
it makes me wanna vomit all the stomach contents,and have major headaches aftermath.
stupid bus driver with stupid driving skill.
urgh.

i need sleep.
i hate deadlines.
i hate assignments.

oh,i love men in uniform.
fetish giler.
haha.




"Out of the dark and into the light
When the morning comes I will be alright..."

ah.i just love this song
(:


11:10 PM


Monday, January 5, 2009

FIRST day of school today.
and what did i do?
almost nothing!

(okie beware cause i'm gonna bore you to death reading my post today.)

had an early morning proteo lecture at 9am.
took the shuttle bus from hougang with the lil sister,had breakfast with her and when it was time for lecture,i headed straight to my LSCT block.
LSCT's lobby had been given a face-lift,and the doors to all the lecture theatres are superb!
the lobby's beautiful,and so i expected a major facelift inside the lecture theatre too,but it was quite disappointing.
same old lecture theatre,and same old state.
oh wells.
and i've always been stoning in lectures,seating beside dhuhaa doesn't help either cause both were stoned.
bah!

headed towards canteen 1 to meet dyla for break.
my first ever break with that girl in school,for new term in the new year,2009.
talked to that girlfriend and accompanied her till daddy arrived.
(:
another break,headed towards BBDC to accompany bf apply for his new license since he passed his 2b license in the morning(congrats,ayee!but you still have to tell your parents about it though.haha)
and the queue was freaking long,cause many were applying for theirs too.
and we waited for more than an hour,after which,off back to school cause i had to attend my last lesson for the day.
and since bf was on a full day leave from camp,he accompanied me to school too.
we managed to check out the new MAKAN PLACE at Blk 51 since he wanted to eat something.

i was pretty disappointed with the place though cause eventhough it is super huugeee(there's Wafflestown and Subway even!),but there's only a pathetic Malay stall.
YES.ONLY ONE MALAY STALL AMONG A WHOLE LOAD OF STALLS THERE.PFFT!
but so anyway,he had hot and cold chengteng,and i had nothing cause there wasn't any interesting food to eat.
i don't quite like the idea of having only one malay stall for the muslims,but i can't deny the fact that the place is quite cool to chill at.(because,compared to the other 4 canteens,this one is fully air-conditioned.cool eyh.)

when the clocked striked 3pm,i had to attend my next class,leaving bf,accompanied by my baby lappy at the benches near blk 56,sampai tertidur2 baby aku tu.(cha sayang hafiz,tau!)
and so,although i know he's tired and sleepy(and we both fell asleep inside the bus)and he needs his rest cause he's going back into camp early tomorrow morning,he still insisted on sending me all the way home after that,before making his way home too.i do feel bad you know,but thank you love(:

and what a wonderful way to be home,with no one in the house to greet me.
hahs.

and that's my monday,my first day of school.*look up*(ohmygod,what an outrageous post.)
haha.

i'm pretty disappointed with things happening to the loved ones.
whatever it is,stay strong lovelies.
cause i'm there whenever you need me.
that's a promise.

and girl,that was harsh.
cause before you pinpoint the mistakes of others,reflect on you yourself,first.
don't make another look bad,cause in case if you don't know it,you're being looked down upon too with that harsh post made.
so girl,think before reacting;cause anger will usually brings people down.

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6:35 PM


Sunday, January 4, 2009

lazy sunday.

oh what a better way to start the weekdays tomorrow by being in school since it'll be the first day of school,yet again.
back to assignments,waking up early in the morning,rushing for project datelines.
oh man,i wish we have a longer term break holiday.
=(

on a lighter note,a few more weeks till i'm finally out from school!
no more school!
so,i guess it isn't that bad.

and Yes Man was hilarious.
i think i almost laughed my head off at almost every part.
i still wanted to watch Twilight though.
but oh well,the showtimes are limited now.
i have no other choice but to rely on watch-movies.net for that now.

and boyfriend,no way am i gonna try McSpicy double again.
NOT even McSpicy!
even if you force it down my throat.
haha.
sorry baby,blame it on my stomach.
=D

ah gee.can i just fall asleep back again?
Zzzz.



4:04 PM


Saturday, January 3, 2009

back to the old school yesterday!
new bulding,old environment.but still,it wasn't the same as it was.
i miss 5A,and being back made me reminisce the 5 years spent in bpghs.
lots of tears,joys and laughters shared.
those rebellious moments while growing up together.
running away from the discipline master because of the skirt,socks,dyed hair and what have you moments.
gawd.i miss the life i had in secondary school.
if only we could just turn back the time.

and met another 4/7 of the senoritaz!

and so we tresspassed our old sec 1 classroom(8 years ago).i miss that classroom:(




with cikgu yati!







grabbed this from syaz's blog!haha.somehow,i love it!(sorry syaz!)and i love each and everyone of them like freaking much,including Dinatz(not in pic!)

and again,my two girls and i had another round of singing session.and yes,i'm officially declaring myself,very much broke!(thanks dahliah for paying another half.kaulah sahabatku hidup mati!)haha.but i had fun,but there was something missing,DADDY!

takde DADDY,takde ROCK.
=p

i've gotta get ready now!
to the swimming pool with the boys and mama!

and yeay!meeting the boyfriend for saturday night movie date in the evening!
(:


ooh.good saturday,people!
























2:43 PM


Thursday, January 1, 2009

i should be out on new year's day.
but i'm stucking myself at home again,whole day today.
online-ing.
lazying around in bed.
chatting with love on the phone.
teevee-ing.
gah.what a way to start the new year.

i still have my assignments to do,which is due on the 5th jan.
-_-'

and i'm really envious with the sister!
not fair not fair!
can i have fun on friday night with you too,pretty please?
okie,maybe i won't want to.but just have fun,and i trust you to take good care of yourself alright?
i love you sister.(:


and this song got me addicted the whole day today.
darren hayes and his sexy voice.
so sensual,so beautiful.it makes me swooned.

i have the urge to go for a run.
but but,oh nevermind.

now i'm really agitated.
haha.





i need ice cream.
*drifting away while swaying to insatiable*


5:19 PM