i kept denying the fact that 2008 is ending pretty soon. it seems like a blink of an eye. 2008,has left me the greatest impact of all time. i had fun. i've learned to love.to care.to lose. i've broke a heart,i've broke my own heart,and am still learning to mend it again. friendships were made. bonds grew stronger and thicker. i've learned that letting go is the best option sometimes. i rise,i fell and i'm still learning to get up again with my two own feet. but whatever happens,at the end of the day,somethings will just make me realise,the beautiful state i'm in.
had a talk with an old friend yesternight. and i realised i do miss him at times,still. but there's nothing more we could do to mend everything back together. mistakes were made,and again,i've learnt from it.
'kalau ego i sebesar gajah.dh lame i buat bodoh aishah.tapi too bad lh kn.ego i tk mcm gytu'
after all that has happened,i'm still so glad for certain things. he is a great guy.and still is. my lost,but there's no regret about it.because i believe,everything happens for a reason.
and dear friend.thank you for all the advices(oh,yes.i'll only take the good advices,hokay!haha) and i'll surely ponder over all of them. someday,insyallah,if our paths are fated to cross again,we'll surely meet again. maner tau orang tu dah ngendong anak ke.orang kat sini dah jadi successful businesswoman ke.dah kawin dengan anak datok ke. haha. but yes,all the best in everything you do. whatever it is,jangan luper orang kat sini kalau dah nak kawin eh.pls eh.kad jemputan kasi eh. =p
so,i had too much fun after the last paper last week. and i'm awaiting for this weekend to happen! (awak,awak excited nak jumpe kiter eh?hahaha.)
and senoritaz! biler nak kluar? and we have not even plan for the belated birthday thingy yet. cepat cepat!anyone,call me up,okie? i miss you girls so much! (:
oh and ps/i am so freaking broke! mama's been so petty about my spendings nowadays cos i spent more than what i earned. i might just have to get a new job soon.
and lastly,2009! come soon pretty please? and i'm still wondering what's in store for me..*smiles*
and this song sucks the laughter out of me.freaking irritating i tell you. my lovely girls,biler nak melalak lagi? next time,techno pulak eh? haha. and i'm blardy envious you girls are gonna have fun on a friday night,without me! grrr. but still,i love you two.jaga diri baik2 bila dekat situ okie.(:
