nothing beats better than having retail therapy after so long.
and what's with my first pay which had already came in last night,i am practically elated.
gave half to mama,and the rest for myself!
blogshopped,and i got for myself these two tops,its flowery though(:
i still want to watch The Coffin.
i couldn't possibly find it online because obviously it's not an international movie,and i don't even know which kind souls are free to watch it with me.
furthermore,it's been quite long since i caught a movie,and to watch a movie alone?
forget it.
hahs.
so anyone up for it?please?pretty please?*smile wide wide*(oh,i sound pathetic)
oh,and did i ever tell you,i have natural curls?
haha.
okie so well,i did went for a hair cut a few days ago,for thinning because as you know,i have a thick thick bunch of hair.
it turned out,well,nice.but it was too thin.
but then,two days ago,my once long gone curls eversince my secondary school days started to form again.
and really,it looked like i went for curls.but only this time,its a natural one.
so yah,i guess i love my curls.no more straight hair.and no more,short hair.
again,that pretty much makes me elated.
oh,and i'm still deciding on doing bangs soon.yeay!
much had happened the past few days.
went for a pooling session with delilah and 4 crazy ass but simply funny guys on friday.
and i still am impressed with myself because after so long of not touching those cues and stick,i still have that zest though i knew i couldn't even compete with Az and Fahmi because they were too good.
and we even played tagged teams,where one group consisted of delilah and the boyfie and the other was me and Az,while Fahmi went out for his smoking session and Nigel went off already.and oh well,we won.
it was a cool cool session.and well,i love fahmi's(but it was not officially his) DSLR.
we did camwhore like crazee.
and the session ended quite later than i had expected it to be until i had to rush off to meet the parents.thanks eh guys but i did had fun.
and yesterday's session after work in the evening was spent over at Kash's house.
and my,i miss those bunch of people.
and the mood was really like a raya gathering.the food was great.the company we had too.
thank you dearest partner for inviting us over.i love you.
and will meet on monday again okie(:
as optimistic as i can be,i still think i am a pessimist.
i might contradict myself at times,and somehow,i just think it's unavoidable.
there are things which are still uncertain for me.
and i don't even know if things will work out just fine at times.
sometimes,i still need someone to hear me out and tell me that i should stop being so paranoid and things are going to be just fine and stroke and pat my hair like a little foolish girl.
but i guess it's never really gonna happen,and i still think i have only myself to comfort myself.
sounds complicated?i know,because i'm not even sure myself.
but one thing's for sure,life is not always a bed of roses.
i still think nothing will ever comes close to perfect.
like they said,ignorance is pure bliss.
but continue to be ignorant,and i might just go haywire.
but well,alhamdulilah.
i'm still so glad to even be here.
i'm drained,i'm sore,but i'm gonna be okie.
i'll do just fine.
