i know,i've totally lost it.
but it's never my intention to be so harsh on you.
i do care.
i just want what's best for you eventhough you might think it doesn't mean anything to you.
i told you,i don't even want you to look back one day,regretting things.
cause if that happens,it's too late to even be pondering about it anymore.
you might be angry with me now.
go on.just be.
but i'm still gonna be here for you.


things have never been on my side lately.
i've been temperamental,more ego-istic than before.
i've blown my top a few times silently.i've been laughing.
i've cried.i've hurt.i've been hurt.
i'm worn out.badly.
but i'm still so glad for the things that had just happened,is happening,and will happen.
for,what doesn't kill me,makes me stronger.


and something to quote:
'There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will. And the one who always will,will always and forever be the one who's there for you all along,it was just that you don't see it'.

-dear sissy,i couldn't agree lesser.

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