okay,now i really need the bed.
these days,i have this instantenous craving for ice cream.
ice cream prata,cone ice cream,mcFlurry,ice cream on a stick.
arh.ice cream.
like many would say,'buy me ice cream,and i'll love you to death'.
haha.what crap.
i'm having a conversation with a dear ex classmate when i was in bpghs amidst blogging at the same time.
it was funny because i once tried running away from him quite a few times,knowing that he was trying to get at me.
asking out for dates,asking me if i ever will find myself in an inter-racial relationship.and many times asking me to get into a relationship with him because he liked me and he said i was HOT (haha.yang ini aku still tak bleh angkat lorr).
and i can vividly remember the time when he touched my butt!and i shrieked until the whole class knew about it.
i was freakingly scared to death.but somehow,i find it quite cute.
and what's more,he's a cute chinese.
haha.
but he's outgrown all that,i think.and i still am able to say no whenever he playfully asked those impossible questions,because i've made it quite clear to him and i know he doesn't mean it now,not that i know that he was really serious at that time.
but he still asked me for a movie date tomorrow before he book-in back to camp.
cute kan?but dear friend,i don't even have a day to spare,not even for myself now.
so probably,next time then?
(:
and what's up with people and psp nowadays?
in the morning,i woke up to the sound of racing F1 cars.
but i didn't even think of it coming from the tv,cause it came from my parents room.
and so,i peeped my head into the room,only to find papa playing psp in his bed.
omgee.
father?psp?in the morning?haha.what's becoming of the world and games.pfft.
and to dear partner and whoever's celebrating the festival of light today,HAPPY DEEPAVALI!((:
Labels: the second;a different kind of love.
i've nevr been in love with maths too.oh well.
bby with not-almost-1/2 of the guys.
now that i'm free from all those terrible 8 months,i have all the time in the world,for myself.
great.just great.
and all of a sudden,i feel the need to seek solace.
here i am,stuck in school.with nothing better to do but to finish up the report and wait for (insertnamehere)'s approval.hopefully,it's better this time.or i'll turn nasty,after one whole night of staying up to re-do the whole thing.(yes,i and dear partner(especially her) did not even get to sleep the night through.pfft)
and,Happy Birthday,you mother!
thank you for being the mother.
you know you're the best eventhough you do nag a lot,and you do know i hate that.=p
we fought a lot the past few years eversince the day i 'thought' i could stand up on my own,which of course,you know best i couldn't and never will no matter what,and you,having to put up with my strong-headedness,is simply amazing.
we still have our tiffs often time and again.
but i still love you a thousand times over and over again anyway.
and that will never ever change.
and mama.
thank you for bringing me into this world.
thank you for raising me up to be what i've become now.
thank you for all the advices.
thank you for the 'snap back to reality' moments when you do know i need that at times.
thank you for taking in my nonsense.
thank you for giving me all the love in the world.
thank you for making me cherish you,and all the people around me.
you know,you can never be replace.
may you be bless with good health,love and care.
amin.
and i know i've never been good,but don't worry mama,i'll take care of the house for you,all the household chores and what's not.
but on one condition:can i not work after school's over?
(fat hope,i know.hehe.)
i love you,mama.
(:
playing with the webcam is fun when you don't have any better things to do on a monday afternoon.
pardon for the slengeh/mentel/mintak kene sepak face.
(:
my weekend were spent jalan raya-ing,and collect collect moolah.
for three days straight,mind you!
and i was too tired when sunday night came.
hardcore raya mood,eyh?
and because of all the nonsensical nonsense i had stuffed into my stomach the past few days,i am having bloated moments now and then.
pfft.
so,after 198364828 days of not going to school to attend to my fyp,i finally did just now.
and i was so *toot* with that ___(insert name) of ours because of our fyp draft.
so much for a supervisor,when we only met her thrice for the whole course of our fyp.
i wish i could just take every single reports and throw them into the dustbin and set the whole dustbin ablaze,but i can't cause the report is worth over 100%(as were told by her) of the total fyp grades.
and how can i possibly throw my,(okie,ours) more-than-months' hardwork just like that.
and i,(and my dearest partner) need the grades badly just to be able to have that piece of shit,erk,i mean,cert,which,in other terms,my already-screwed-up-diploma.(:
damn it.
and,i wish i could just say,"i had enough" and run away from all of it,but obviously i can't.
just a lil bit moreeee.
okie.now,let's just not talk about it.i need to chill.*turning off my bitch-fit mode*.
(:
i'm having breakouts,breakouts,breakouts.
i swear i will never touch those make-ups for the next few days.
never.
just 7 more days till i'm back with my mugging days.dreading every few minutes of it,in addition(just don't rub it in,people eventhough i'm doing it to myself now) to not being able to hang-out with the usual cliques during school hours.(i'll miss them,especially my dear partner-in-crime for,everything.*sniggering*)
but,no matter how much i hate school,lest being all freaking alone for the future tutorials and lectures and practical sessions,let's just finish off what i've started about two and a half years ago.just a few months to go,and that's it.
i'm done.done.done.
insyaAllah.
but,looking on the bright side,i'm gonna have more time spent with my two favourite girls in school,just like the good old days.those days when i don't even have that freaking fyp to tend to.those days when we would skip lectures just to lepak at blk 43,weekly.those days when i could just worry about nothing,but to just have fun.hahs.amaciam girls,gi main pool every week macam dulu2 kapee?heeee(:
and dear Bby.
when will i ever,EVER see you again?
(:
the queen.
pipi maintain.
ps/okie hair.you seriously need to start growing.at a fast rate!
pps/i still am missing you.